Feeling a little wierd.

I'm here. Still.

I've been a little busy, it's true. Even so, I think I've failed to post for other reasons. Sometimes, recently, I've caught myself contemplateing deeply, not sure what brought it on. I think I just realized it's been a really long time since I've laughed really really hard. Rob and I used to laugh really hard, that's what we did alot. I'm going to be father soon. I'll have the chance to shape someone. I hope I don't screw it up. I've got a friend who sailed all summer long, and now he's learning to dogsled. I admire him for his priorities, they fit him. On Monday I start clinical as a CNA. I'll be working in a longterm care facility. So far the class as been a breeze, book work usually is for me. I'm afraid that the next two weeks will shape me more than I may be ready for.